hey darling,,
three questions you should ask yourself:
1. why do i do all these crazie things
2. i know im not sick BUT do i want to be sick?
3. why do people question what i do?
i was once like that, i used to do the most ridiculous things, and believe me, i used to sometimes think that i was mad. one good day, i just sat down and thought to myself, why do i do these things. because although i do them, i do not feel happy after doing them. i realised that as much as it is in my personality to lose it, i was SEEKING FOR ATTENTION and the wrong kind of attention.
moral of the story, figure yourself out and your current relationships with people, and question why you do certain things. yes it is cool to go off the rails every once in a while to just blow oof some adrenaline, but not to get attention and not to leave yourself feeling miserable at the end of it all.
and the being sick issue: YOU ARE AS SICK AS YOU WANT TO BE! YOU DETERMINE YOUR OWN LEVEL OF ILLNESS!!!
i'll check up on you!
lotsa pink love an d crazie smiles,
lebor
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