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b/f away in army
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Submitted by magenta89
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my boyfriend of 3 years is in the army and left for afghanistan for a year. The day he left i took him to where he works and he had to get ready to go in this building for whatever reason i stayed in the car i have no idea why i didn't go in there are stand with him.
i thought he was busy i guess and i was crying in the car. he kept coming to the car but didnt ask me to go with him which was fine. but later i saw him waving to me. for some reason i didn't go to him. i just started crying. i said did you want me to come over and he said its fine people are nuts so be outside in this weather.
i am just not sure if he just said that. i think the reason i am worried about it is because i could have seen him then and now i can't see him. i feel like he thinks i didn't care he was leaving.. I mean I said goodbye to him i just could have had extra time with him if i had went in. I feel like i wasn't thinking straight cause i was upset maybe....i just want to know if i should even be worried about this. he probably doesn't even care about it now. i don't know...im crazy
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