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Cheated
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Submitted by kt1101
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Alright, I was with my ex boyfriend for 1 1/2 years and after we broke up we still slept together I was stupid and being used. He got a girlfriend and I met a guy. A week later my ex called me to hang out and I went to his house we had sex..AHHHHH stupid.
I didn't tell the other guy that we had had sex until 3 months later. he was upset but we have been together for 2 1/2 years now and he still brings it up and it makes me so upset because I regret it so much. It was in the beginnning and I feel like I ruined our whole relationship because of it. I hate my ex so much!! I wish I had never met him ever. I was also my boyfriend's first girlfriend and I feel like I ruined what could have been so special if we were each other's first and it drives me crazy. Everyday i think about it!
I just don't know what to do, I feel so guilty years later. I love my boyfriend with all of my heart..UGH I just don't want to feel like this anymore. It hurts so much!
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